We are compelled to do what we must do, we are compelled to do what we have been forbidden...

So, lately, when I get 7 or 8 hours of sleep I am more tired the next day than when I get 5.  That doesn't make sense to me.  I mean, I'm tired either way, but for whatever reason the last couple weeks I'm groggier when I get more sleep.  Maybe I am just interrupting my sleep cycle at a weird time when that happens and then I never recover.  I don't know.  I should get sleeping pills again, maybe that would help.

I'm not really in that good of a mood right now.  Sorry.  I'm a little bit cranky.  Too much to do in not enough time makes me crabby.  I am a procrastinator and I am not self-motivated at all.

I slept in late today, because I didn't get  back to my apartment until 3 AM.  I spent the day yesterday with my lovely boyfriend, and then went to my parents for a little bit.

I really enjoy sleeping.  I get to forget about life and everything for 6-8 hours of the day.  I don't have to think about anything or do anything or be anyone.

This is a short, lame blog post.

1 comment:

  1. You will be less crabby if you stop procrastinating. Also, it's not helpful to measure your self-motivation or to even consider it at all. Just keep working. Yes, this is obvious. But you really will feel better. *laugh*

    We still have your crescent rolls.

    Do you know if your DTC gang is coming here after playing at the orchard? I was thinking I could make soup for y'all.

    I love you. I like you, too.

    Have fun with Natalie tonight. :)